Alan, I’ve been listening to the Rinzai masters , the ones, anyways, who want to find reality instead of nowness and a little bit of emptiness. Maybe somewhere we all need more Buddhism and less psychoanalysis. They took the Prajnaparamita Sutras {Diamond Sutra} and turned it into a search, with their Koans, instead of practicing emptiness and nowness like the Soto Zen folks. Do you think us Kargyus stopped enjoying ourseves and lost confidence when we started to look at ourselves and realized we had eons of work in front of us?